4/25/2006 07:53:00 PM
one day, mr jason lee asked whether i really run 3 km everyday. almost i said. unless it rains or i'm in lib mugging or for that matter, when i'm fluish.
i dun just run. i'm addicted to running.
i love the beads of perspiration running down my face and my back.
blood rushing up to my face.
i look untidy but i dun care.
i love that adrenaline rush.wooohoo!! pump those endorphins! do you know why i wanna be a PE TEACHER instead?
now back to MUGGING.
Saturday, April 22, 2006
4/22/2006 08:13:00 PM
as i type this, i'm reflecting.
how it has been, and how is has not been.
things change. as i visited my ex-students at their sports day, fond memories of my own sports day and last year's sports day came back to rememberance.
if i can say this, it was hilarious during the teachers' race. you'll find out which handsome male teachers that girls go crazy about.
last time when mr wee was around, we were like that also! pairing him up with ms song!! those were the days... and how i was so afraid of the gun when i ran 400m finals. it's still so vivid.
and how charissa said, run for God, not for the medal!
indeed.
and as i waved hi at those students, i remembered how (badly) i taught them. all the jokes in class, sometimes scoldings(2/12's SO guilty of this!!) and all the copied homework the students gave me. it doesnt seem such a long time ago...
sometimes i do wish i'm back in school teaching u all.
but let's thank God that we met and i had the privilege to be your teacher and you my students. i count it all joy and honour to teach.
on monday, the ministry will interview me to see whether they want me as a teacher. i do cross my fingers, but i also know that i'll be signing 4 years of my life with them.
no matter what, it was great to see you all and thanks for remembering me. =)
Saturday, April 15, 2006
4/15/2006 01:15:00 AM
just a short entry to ensure i'm still alive.
i am. and in fact, after today's dinner, the love for poetry has been re-ignited.
i must admit that all the mugging and writing essays made me desensitised for some time. i need to engage my innner being and get in touch with myself. and more poetry!
it was good to just meet up with the jc ppl and the tutor to talk and share. the ability to share. wow. i like.
and the poet whom i studied is alive and composing more stuffs. and wow, the latest poems are not bad.
time to save up and buy his collection. i need to read more soon.
thank God for mr koh. otherwise i wouldn't realise this talent and use it to glorify God..
Friday, April 07, 2006
4/07/2006 02:57:00 PM
for those who thought i'm hoooked (aw man, what a word!) with an army guy.
you thought wrong.
it was nice to meet up with him and hang out together but i would't want to get "tied down".
my own selfish reasons. namely, i love freedom and the control of my own time. i can never let any guy dictate my time just because he cannot confirm what time he can book out.
secondly, call me ambitious but i'm working towards getting into dean's list. at least ONCE.
some nice memories are good enough. really.
esp when i was looking through our msia trip photos, wow, it was really fun! and the email he sent me, it was sweet.
but do we need all these now?
no.
i tell u what i need.
i need to STUDY. i got exams in 2 weeks time and yet i'm still here blogging and telling you abt my good friend.
till the second day of may 2006.
yours truly
hannah * juan
titlelessme@hotmail.com
ex-fairsian,ex-pioneer,nus yr one,a daughter,a sister,a teen,a student,a contemplater,a solitary person,
a child of God...
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